I feel like a very incomplete and unfinished person. I don't know if I would have suspected ten years ago that I would feel this way. I think I probably felt more perfect and complete when I was 14 than I do now. I guess sometimes I feel ambivalent about being in law school because I doubt that it's going to make a grown-up out of me. But I don't think that's what it's for, and I also don't think that's why I came here. At times I feel like my real life is kind of on hold while I'm here, but that having a J.D. will assure that I don't starve once I go back out there and figure out what's what.