It's hard to get myself to concentrate. If I'm going to go into business for myself, I'll never have to tell anybody what grades I got.
As far as working on a journal goes, I am reminded of an anecdote involving Paul McCartney visiting John Lennon and friends in LA during Lennon's infamous "lost weekend" of 1974. Harry Nilsson offered Paul some PCP, and Paul said: "What is it?" Harry said, "It's elephant tranquilizer." So Paul said, "Is it fun?" Harry thought about it for a long time, and finally said, "No." So Paul said: "Well, you know what, I won't have any." Journal...if it isn't fun, maybe I shouldn't have any!